okay so lately ive been reading ps i love you in the office because theres not much for me to do. hmmm, i guess its alright but the language is relli simple and in layman's terms, really.
i just hate it how adult fiction ALWAYS has to have swearing or sexual references, innuendos, implications, or phrases. honestly, SO UNECESSARY. its as if nothing sells unless its got profanity and sex in it. wattheheck thats not even true. when people recommend books they dont say "omgsh it's such a good book. so many swear words in there, your GONNA LOVE IT"
nobody does that. its stupid.
anyway last day of work experience today. my mum's cousin finally came back from her holiday so i got to chat with her a little. fridays the sales people have a meeting in the morning so when i got there at 9 i just read a bit. the meeting went from like 8.15-9.30 so when everyone came out at 9.30 they went to have a look at these two houses that are newly listed, and i tagged along.
the first one: omgsh, such a noice house. honestly, it was so beautiful and modern it was just. omgsh. =]
the second one was still under construction but the structure of it i guess was alright. there were plenty of rooms, except they were all really small, it felt claustrophobic.
but yeh it was cool. then there was nothing to do so i read. then did some alphabetising and filing, lunch at rouse hill again cuz the guy that drove me on...wednesday... drove me again. this time i was like OKAY IM GONNA BE HEALTHY and i ate sumo salad and watermelon juice, but then at about 4 i got REALLY HUNGRY so i hate chicken chippees... *sigh* i shouldve bought a hot chocolate, that wouldve filled me up.
after that finished some filing, prepped some signs for an auction which is on tomoro, then ebuddied and i was off!
so sad, i was just beginning to befriend everyone! and i really dont want to go to school anymore. honestly its so gay. all these assignments, im SO not in the mood.
fact 6. i judge people.
a lot.
if i've met you, i've judged you. sorry about that... haha
but yeh honestly. i judge people a lot based on their looks and personality. i know im not perfect myself and i have no right to judge others but i cant help it. if i think someones...bad then theres not much that can change my mind.
yeh but not just looks, its like their attitude or watever, and sometimes when someone does something im like "oh didnt think they were that type of person" then my whole perception of them just changes. its really bad. sometimes when i see scary looking people i think their gonna be mean to me or they hate me, but then mostly their actually really friendly, i was just basing it on their facial features.
but obviously i dont speak my judgments out. omgsh that reminds me, i always thoguth judgments was spelt with an 'e' (judgements), up until like this year, when it went red on microsoft word.
ANYWAY, yeh sometimes when ppl are like "omgsh shes SO pretty", if i dont agree then i either keep quiet or say "no shes not", depending on who the person is. but when i say i disagree, it doesnt mean i think the persons ugly. i just dont think shes pretty. like...average. although sometimes im like "oh shes pretty, but not that pretty" or "oh shes... alright... like average?"
and then everyones like *gasp* =O "are you serious?!?! oh my gosh chloe, your SO JUDGMENTAL. YOUR STANDARDS ARE SO HIGH."
like wattheheck! where does it say that i have to think everyone is pretty! im sure whoever says that thinks others are not that pretty either. but yeh, i guess i am really jugding, but then again, most people are, not to generalise or anything. and im not saying i hate it when people say that i am really judgmental, i mean i know i am, but i think secretly we all are.
ugh, great work exp is over.
back to the prison of our lives: school.
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