excitement

this morning i lucid dreamt for like a brief second.
wat happened was
i woke up in bed and the lights were on. then i turned the switch off but the light was still on and i kept flicking the switch. then i looked at the alarm and tried to turn the light on, but it wouldnt turn on and then i remembered that in dreams the light settings stay the same and so i was like OH MY GOSH IM DREAMING. then i literally rolled out of bed and onto the floor. and i saw there going. omgsh i can control stuff. wat should i control? but then this massive pain went through my face and i tried to think of things to pop up but then i woke up.

after that i slept and then dreamt that i told everyone that i lucid dreamt it was AWESUM except the second dream wasnt lucid. but still. this is exciting. hopefully this will be the start of a gloriously lucid adventure.


day 3. really exciting (kinda)
one guy took me to look through a house with two customers and yeh basically we went in turned the main lights on, he tried to tell them good stuff about the house and they were relli interested. it was a house in quakers hill but it was really nice cuz it was just renovated, and apparently usually quakers hill houses are dodgy as.

then after that he took me to rouse hill for lunch and his fiance's parents own a sandwich shop there (the one on the edge of the food court- forgot wat it was called) but yeh he gets his sandwiches for free cuz their in-laws. so i tried one of the chicken schnitzel sandwiches and MY GOSH it was extremely nice. hold on ill see if i can get the name of it.

ahh k, went on the website. its called fancy fillings. its relli good there. maybe check it out some time.

hmm and then after that went back in the office for like 10 minutes and then we went to another house to do the photoshoots for it. and gosh, that woman that owns the house is just crazy. shes so loud and omgsh seems like shes permanently angry. ugh she scared the life out of me.

after that, went back to the office and helped the guy write his description for the house. haha so funny cuz we spent ages trying to rephrase a line.
thennnn did some filing and every other time i was free i just sat there and read diary of anne frank (which i eventually finished- finally!) and went on the computer.

but yes. very good and im super full at the moment. oh yeh from fancy fillings i also got a chocolate milkshake regular size cuz i thought the small was too small but then oh golly, i was like dying. i was just like man. i cannot. finish. gahhh
but yeh
it was good


fact 5. i love change. (kinda like my fact 3- me having commitment issues)
basically thats why im open to doing arts in uni, because you change the subject every semester since arts is basically a degree on everything.
i luv change because i love learning new things and get a massive adrenaline rush when i walk into something new. i dunno, a lot of people hate change, but i really love it.

i know im like a perfectionist and like things to be done a certain way but i also like changing the way i do things. so like instead of always doing A to get a B result, sometimes i'd do it the C way or the R way and then go back to A for a while then G or sumthing. yehh i like my changes. =]

work experience is an AWESUM change for me.

oh yeh and now that i'm done with diary of anne frank, im gonna start p.s. i love you =]


diary of anne frank (novel) quotes
I wander from room to room, climb up and down the stairs and feel like a songbird whose wings have been ripped off and who keeps hurling itself against the bars of its dark cage. 'Let me out, where there's fresh air and laughter!' a voice within me cries.
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Why do people have so little trust in one another? I know there must be a reason, but sometimes I think it's horrible that you can't ever confide in anyone, not even those closest to you.
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I don't want to have lived in vain like most people. I want to be useful or bring enjoyment to all people, even those I've never met. I want to go on living even after my death!
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There's a destructive urge in people, the urge to rage, murder and kill. And until all of humanity, without exception, undergoes a metamorphosis, wars will continue to be waged, and everything that has been carefully built up, cultivated and grown will be cut down and destroyed, only to start all over again!
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It's a wonder I haven't abandoned all my ideals, they seem so absurd and impractical. Yet I cling to them because I still believe, in spite of everything, that people are truly good at heart.

it's relli sad when you read some of her plans for the future because you know that in the end she actually gets captured and died in the camps. ugh so sad =[ she had such great writing skills for a 13-15 year old! honestly its amazing.